A"modern" city

22 April, tuesday
i was going to FELDA interview in KL.i go there a day before just after i knew that i am shortlisted for the second interview.it's all in a rush.(because they missed out my name and didn't called me up) FELDA's area is so large that i cant find Balai Felda.at last i managed to find it.it was already late(just a bit actually).i get no. 1.and that means i am the first one to be interviewed of the 2nd round.FIRST!! ok,the interview is four person to four person.and tell u what,they just chose 5 persons out of 51..oh~~
i met dyana there..at least got a friend i know there.all the shortlisted ones there are all top top top students from every states..from Perlis.Penang,Perak,Subang Jaya,Malacca and Johor..and we chat around, make friens around."oh ya,i met you before!" ,"hmm...i met u before in what what interview isn't it?" these were what you will hear.hah.some of them get shortlisted for BNM ,khazanah,sime darby interveiws so they came to know each other..but i wasn't *sob sob* is ok.alright.and i met some recommers there!! hmm..who huh? ya,one of them is megat fais.haha.everyone is friendly..nice~~
i took 12 0'clock bus.Puduraya..haiz..crowded with ppl and it's so dirty,untidy.sorry i really dont know how to describe the place..i taught i missed the bus but luckily i didn't..haha..
and i went up the bus. " satu orang satu.nak soya ke nak laici?" guess what was he doing? i taught everyone on the bus can get free drink..so.i said i want soya..guess what..he gave me and said "nanti baru bayar" what??i was kindda shocked.need to pay is it?so, i said i didn't want it anymore.."ah moi dah ambil dah.tadi kata mahu" then he demanded for money.one for RM 2..oh !!! RM2 ..i can buy it for just 80 sens..but luckily it wasn't RM 5 or RM 10 per drink..
yes,i was angry and i kept cursing on him..what an uneducated person.immoral person..and was in KL.a modern and well-known city where tourists are looking forward to.and yet.there is such uneducated people who's kindda "robbing" money from public.i believe there is still, much more this type of persons roaming on the streets looking for preys..and i hope you didn't get cheated like what i do..

Quizfarm U should try it too

I found this on charlotte's blog and i saw kai xin and khai jie had already tried it so,i give it a try too..and the result is absolutely RIGHT!! (i mean for me)
try it here :: http://quizfarm.com/test.php?q_id=35647N

this is my result::
WHAT MAJOR IS RIGHT FOR YOU?
You scored as a Accounting/Finance/Marketing
You should strongly consider majoring (or minoring) in Accounting, Finance, Economics, Marketing, or related majors (e.g., Computer/Management Information Systems (CIS or MIS), Entrepreneurship, International Business, Operations Management, Public Administration, Real Estate, Risk Management, Sports Management).

It is possible that the best major for you is your 2nd, 3rd, or even 5th listed category, so be sure to consider ALL majors in your OTHER high scoring categories (below). You may score high in a category you didnt think you would--it is possible that a great major for you is something you once dismissed as not for you. The right major for you will be something 1) you love and enjoy and 2) are really great at it.

Consider adding a minor or double majoring to make yourself standout and to combine your interests. Please post your results in your myspace/blog/journal.

Mathematics/Statistics 94%
Education/Counseling 94%
Accounting/Finance/Marketing 94%
Visual&PerformingArts 88%
Physics/Engineering/Computer 88%
Psychology/Sociology 81%
HR/BusinessManagement 75%
French/Spanish/OtherLanguage 69%
English/Journalism/Comm 56%
Religion/Theology 50%
PoliticalScience/Philosophy 50%
Nursing/AthleticTraining/Health 44%
Biology/Chemistry/Geology 38%
History/Anthropology/LiberalArts 31%

my painting not bad huh

17 APRIL,THURSDAY
ah!! today is a tired day...

i do some painting at the school libary wall.. snow white..
it is nice~~~now i regret why i didn't take p.seni for SPM.wakaka..

firstly,the snow white...

then,the little mousedeer..

after that,all those little and cute animals.. finally,it's done!!!! ah...i am so happy.wakakaka..

内疚

“不断的摸索自己

企图改变一些叹息

我知道你对我的期许

是将来眼光的抵御

你今日无助的词句

都带着明日的讯息

我知道你对我的心意

而我就是有心无力

我还有什么可以给你，我不断的问自己。

我不断的想，不断的在找寻。。。。。。

我知道你一直都辛苦

为我默默地付出

就算流泪也不承认你哭

我是身在福中不知福

所以我用尽我的全部

来告诉你我没有认输

还有什么可以给你 我的爹娘我的父母

还有什么可以给你 我的爹娘我的父母 ”

很后悔，也很乱，很矛盾，最近为了奖学金的事，烦来烦去
如果我成绩再好一点也许就不须那么烦恼，也许爸爸妈妈就不用每天为我烦，到现在后悔也来不及了，救不回了，不能回头了
妈说，我们不是有钱人（当然也不是很穷啦）可是因为爸妈是政府公务员，要拿奖学金是超级难，人家可以靠家境，可是我们不能，我们靠的是成绩，所以要比别人用功。。。
好后悔好后悔好后悔，为什么不努力点，也许就是那个B3害了我吧。EST！咳。。很内疚哦，终觉得最对不起的是妈。。妈。。

http://www.xzjdgm.com/qzone/neijiu.wma

Music celebration

SUNDAY, 13 MARCH


there was a concert in K mart presented by MMRM ( malacca academy) and concerto ( my piano school) and i uploaded some photos..it's not fun actually..i became 'deaf' ..fun was that our teacher treat us at PP cafe..it's delicious and we eat until EXTREMELY FULL !! ~~ (not our money ma ~~haha~~ jk jk )

scrabble is fun !!

mmm...scrabble...

i started playing scrabble in form 4..it's fun actually..because of that i changed a lot.really..it's the turning point..

and our school team had participated until national level and (oh~~shame on telling this..we are very lousy~~)

hmm.this is taken after i played with my sis and bro and it is so nice that i take a pic of it before putting back the tiles.haha..y nice ?? becos it is evenly distributed.it is the nicest i have played..

where should i go ???

oh ~~ i was rejected by petronas ~~ heartbroken ~~

where should i go?? please help me..

form 6? too tough..
matrics? waiting for results..little chance..
jpa? oh~~
felda? hopefully..

where is my path??? i am wondering...

To all my dear friends

THESE ARE AN E-MAIL FROM MY FRIEND,HERM.I FIND THEM MEANINGFUL SO I PUT IT HERE.THANKS,HERM. HEHE..

Future in my hand T_T

1 April 10.00 am
my interview for jpa scholarship.i know i surely can speak during the interview but i jus scared i have no idea and this really happened during the interview.and i regretted that i forgot something that is very very very important that i SHOULD say and yet i forget.i wouldnt forgive myself for that.and yeah.as we arrived there, we met many 'smart' girls and boys.yea .'SMART'.quennie,ying han and me are of the same day same time same panel.quite lucky.oh yeah..those students are kindda 're qing'.touh we dont know each other but we talk.and i am happy of one thing.i am not afraid of talking with straingers.yeah~~~hehe^-^ cos my name is at the back so my group ust consisted of 4 ppl(which is vey few compared to others) and the interviewers quite friendly (but i dont know whether they will give the scholarship to us with a "friendlymind") ohhh..i need it..please..
and next week i am gonna attend another interview (felda) and it will be more difficult (i think) T_T wish me luck