big big world

this is the song i hear again and again this night..i dont know what is happening.i am feeling very very terrible.there is something going wrong somewhere and somehow between us..without explanation or any reason that explain WHY.why ?? why we cant just talk and have fun and do things together like what we ever did those days?why?i am gonna 'collapse'.i tell myself it is just a friendship among the others.and there is nothing to worry even i lost it.i tell myself i still have many but i just cant being so open-minded..i dont know what kinda feeling i have for you..nobody can tell me even me mself..one thing i can be sure is that i will miss you even if you leave me one day.