Future in my hand T_T

1 April 10.00 am
my interview for jpa scholarship.i know i surely can speak during the interview but i jus scared i have no idea and this really happened during the interview.and i regretted that i forgot something that is very very very important that i SHOULD say and yet i forget.i wouldnt forgive myself for that.and yeah.as we arrived there, we met many 'smart' girls and boys.yea .'SMART'.quennie,ying han and me are of the same day same time same panel.quite lucky.oh yeah..those students are kindda 're qing'.touh we dont know each other but we talk.and i am happy of one thing.i am not afraid of talking with straingers.yeah~~~hehe^-^ cos my name is at the back so my group ust consisted of 4 ppl(which is vey few compared to others) and the interviewers quite friendly (but i dont know whether they will give the scholarship to us with a "friendlymind") ohhh..i need it..please..
and next week i am gonna attend another interview (felda) and it will be more difficult (i think) T_T wish me luck