All Right

All right. I'm now 'reviving' my blog.Kinda weird huh. I think I have no choice but to find a space for myself to pour out all the feelings long embedded in my soul.

Frankly, I am a weirdo. I change. I can't predict what type of person i'll be the next second. Because i'm easily influenced, my mind is easily influenced. That's why i made the wrong decisions often. I just can't controll myself. And that's why now i don't have the desire to make friends, to socialize. I don't want all that. I just want to be myself. To make whatever i think is right. Not what other people do, and not what other people want you to do. But i think it's late. It's too late. I've made the wrong steps which i can't return anymore.

I don't know how big or worse the implications can be. I don't know. I fear. I'm worried. I'm exhausted.

Please tell me that i can' I'll love it. I'll move on. My mom told me so. Sometimes we have no choice. Once we made the decisions, no matter wrong, or right, we have to move in. It's not the matter if we love or not, we just have to get moving on. Is that so? I'm not sure. Although i want to believe it, very much.

Engineering is not my passion, from the beginning. I forced myself to like it, to love it and i thought i love it. Until i'm tired of myself. I'm disappointd of myself.I don't know if I can do it. Can I? Can I?ARGH

A new journey

ok. This will be a new and tough journey for me.

Being in intec is a challenge for me. U can imagine how is it when all the top-scorers all over the country are grouped together, study together and live together. 

Well, I am still in the process of making myself comfortable with the living and study environment.

Being with all the "genius" classmates, i can only struggle hard and try my VERY best. 

As a word of conclusion: how tough the journey is, i will still go on, because this is the choice i have made, no regret and no turning back.

Pelajar Terbaik SPM ...

... but is not educated on what to wear on a formal function .how shameful =(

...but since we have changed our clothes why don't they just forget about this, we give them face after all (gei mian zi) =(

This was an embarrassing moment and i won't forget the most " good " and "responsible" and "friendly" teacher who loves to "educate" us. =.=''' she spread the news and we get scolded.ishhh...

Making Jelly

hehehe..i have this idea out of boredom..jus making for fun actually

the fruits

it's done ! yummy~ ~ ~

My last pop piano lesson

After completing Grade 8, there was this MMRM academy from malacca coming to my music school to teach pop piano lesson.and just after a few lessons, i am going to say goodbye.indeed i had bid my teacher farewell.sadT.T It's very fun learning as well as playing pop song.the most amazing moment is when i saw my teacher playing a song which seems very very simple on the score but turn out to be complicated and sometime u will just wondering wat the hell is he playing.with lots of improvisation.i think i learn a lot from him.but still,i am not as good as him.i still have a long way to go if i wanna play like him.he is a good teacher.i admire him.

This is last lesson before i go shah alam. i will miss the class.i know i will.

Well, these are a few pictures which my teacher insisted to take despite my refusal.=.="'

He is using my camera.

Making plastic out of potato

making plastic out of potato? It's fun!!!

Actually we are not using potato, we used corn powder instead.and, we dont have glycerine so we used butter (vegetable butter) .the effect wasnt the same =( but it is, still, a nice experiment although the plastic wasnt too nice.hehe.It's my sister's project actually.i am really kind to lend her a helping hand ( good jie jie) ^.^

See that? the plastic is green in colour.

IT'S SO MUCH FUN!!

How did he do this? Can you do this?

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