The Sound of My Story

All Right

2010-03-17T17:14:00.002+08:00

All right. I'm now 'reviving' my blog.Kinda weird huh. I think I have no choice but to find a space for myself to pour out all the feelings long embedded in my soul.

Frankly, I am a weirdo. I change. I can't predict what type of person i'll be the next second. Because i'm easily influenced, my mind is easily influenced. That's why i made the wrong decisions often. I just can't controll myself. And that's why now i don't have the desire to make friends, to socialize. I don't want all that. I just want to be myself. To make whatever i think is right. Not what other people do, and not what other people want you to do. But i think it's late. It's too late. I've made the wrong steps which i can't return anymore.

I don't know how big or worse the implications can be. I don't know. I fear. I'm worried. I'm exhausted.

Please tell me that i can' I'll love it. I'll move on. My mom told me so. Sometimes we have no choice. Once we made the decisions, no matter wrong, or right, we have to move in. It's not the matter if we love or not, we just have to get moving on. Is that so? I'm not sure. Although i want to believe it, very much.

Engineering is not my passion, from the beginning. I forced myself to like it, to love it and i thought i love it. Until i'm tired of myself. I'm disappointd of myself.I don't know if I can do it. Can I? Can I?ARGH

A new journey

2008-07-07T20:41:00.000+08:00

ok. This will be a new and tough journey for me.

Being in intec is a challenge for me. U can imagine how is it when all the top-scorers all over the country are grouped together, study together and live together.

Well, I am still in the process of making myself comfortable with the living and study environment.

Being with all the "genius" classmates, i can only struggle hard and try my VERY best.

As a word of conclusion: how tough the journey is, i will still go on, because this is the choice i have made, no regret and no turning back.

Pelajar Terbaik SPM ...

2008-06-26T20:05:00.003+08:00

... but is not educated on what to wear on a formal function .how shameful =(

...but since we have changed our clothes why don't they just forget about this, we give them face after all (gei mian zi) =(

This was an embarrassing moment and i won't forget the most " good " and "responsible" and "friendly" teacher who loves to "educate" us. =.=''' she spread the news and we get scolded.ishhh...

Making Jelly

2008-06-25T17:35:00.002+08:00

hehehe..i have this idea out of boredom..jus making for fun actually

the fruits

it's done ! yummy~ ~ ~

My last pop piano lesson

2008-06-24T12:48:00.004+08:00

After completing Grade 8, there was this MMRM academy from malacca coming to my music school to teach pop piano lesson.and just after a few lessons, i am going to say goodbye.indeed i had bid my teacher farewell.sadT.T It's very fun learning as well as playing pop song.the most amazing moment is when i saw my teacher playing a song which seems very very simple on the score but turn out to be complicated and sometime u will just wondering wat the hell is he playing.with lots of improvisation.i think i learn a lot from him.but still,i am not as good as him.i still have a long way to go if i wanna play like him.he is a good teacher.i admire him.

This is last lesson before i go shah alam. i will miss the class.i know i will.

Well, these are a few pictures which my teacher insisted to take despite my refusal.=.="'

He is using my camera.

Making plastic out of potato

2008-06-22T21:47:00.005+08:00

making plastic out of potato? It's fun!!!

Actually we are not using potato, we used corn powder instead.and, we dont have glycerine so we used butter (vegetable butter) .the effect wasnt the same =( but it is, still, a nice experiment although the plastic wasnt too nice.hehe.It's my sister's project actually.i am really kind to lend her a helping hand ( good jie jie) ^.^

See that? the plastic is green in colour.

IT'S SO MUCH FUN!!

How did he do this? Can you do this?

2008-06-20T21:33:00.001+08:00

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18 June 2008

2008-06-19T00:41:00.003+08:00

18 June 2008

Today is a busy day i supposed..let's list out the activities done

1. go to school in the morning with su jia, shi hwee shu yan and pei fen. Entrepeunership's Day. Buy nasi goreng from Pn Noraini which i didnt eat, even sesuap, because it was very very spicy ! and it's parents' Day.my sisters' result not so good. sien. tell them to be more hardworking. = . =

2. go to Wei Fen's house. she's back from Taylor.pay her a visit.

3. go to cafe named "Little Cafe" where the environment is so romantic.too bad didnt bring camera. i eat nothing.

4. Go The Store and walk until san ma lu.just lepak lepak.and shu yan's car kena saman.

5. Rush back home to teach aural.

6. checking ReCom and play the arrow game and 3 things bla bla until addicted.

7. chat with ALG seniors. They crap!!!!! argh ALG 11 seniors really. . . *speechless*

gonna watch EURO soon!

Spread Firefox !!!

2008-06-17T04:01:00.001+08:00

SAB 3rd concert

2008-06-14T20:47:00.006+08:00

13, JUNE 2008

Before the concert started

started playing

Our dear headmistress (she even sing)

My sis and I

Riverview along Sungai Muar

They played:

- The phanthom of opera
-gao shan qing
-Disney Songs i.e. A whole new world, Beauty and the beast etc

What else? They played 9 songs, i can only remember 3.=.=" my sis lost the programme book, nth else to refer. swt -.-"

Outings with friends

2008-06-12T20:49:00.004+08:00

I will just post someting very random and some memories.

Outings with classmates
Err..classmates including Su Jia, Shi Hwee, Pei Fen, Ying Han, Yu xin, Yu Jie, Kai Xin etc..We always hang out in KFC, Wetex and one time in Fung Seng..but now it switched to delikateza.more high class i supposed?haha( haiz..no photos la =.=")
The most recent one is yesterday which 4 JPA scholars and 1 petronas scholar gather togehter at deli cos we are very "eng" (free)

Outings with my guitar gang
We always gather at Chee Tze playing guitar ( i supposed it's norm?) and sometimes go 'lim teh' or play badminton which is very tiring.and there is one time we go tanjung.it was so so embarassing because we seems like beggars playing guitar along the lane.swt.
and we went KL together twice, for the concert and the book fair.

Outings with (errr...) not-so-intimate-in-reality friends
These will link to outings with abiman and wei jin (the most recent one) when we watch "Iron Man" and i was too shy to speak with these 2 gentlemen -.-
yea yea.this is the outing of 3 JPA scholars as well as 3 engineers-to-be.haha.i rmb when we were crossing the road,wei jin somehow said " if they ( the drivers) knock us down, Malaysia will lost 3 JPA scholars.(and there will be 3 more spaces for others who are not shortlisted.hehe)

Outings with ex-classmates
Ex-classmates mean friends in primary schools.we go 'moli' cafe and i forgot to bring along camera.lame=.=then we go wetex window shopping.

I am digging up all my old memories but it seems like..i cant remember somemore..anyhow, i am blogging about this because i feel that friends are what making our life more wonderful not to mention family which is the integral part in our lives..

Friends = Fun !

Engineer

2008-06-12T00:19:00.003+08:00

U know what. I have never ever think of becoming an enginner.

i have dream of becoming an accountant, teacher, or at least something/job which are feminine(or at least)

But now, i think if all goes well, i am gonna become ******** in the future.which i am afraid to be.

(*edited part* as i dont wanna seem that i still cant accept the result)

I tell myself i gonna like it. And my cousin who is studying mechatronic engineering called from germany told me that Germany is fun( until he doesnt feel like wanna come back).

But, when i found out that in a class of very very few girls and and work ( in the future) under an environment of very very many guys.and when discrimination occurs.i started to feel .... uncomfortable ( or scared)

It's weird.very weird.My life gonna be different from what i have expected.Aiks.Everything just messed up these few days.what the HIGW!

OK.. i am gonna handle my own feelings until it becomes normal again. =.="

*contradiction occurs*

These are f**cking cool !

2008-06-11T21:32:00.000+08:00

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By Severn Cullis-Suzuki

2008-06-08T15:32:00.001+08:00

Have a look.

Posted Sunday, August 18, 2002; 7:31 a.m. EST
When you are little, it's not hard to believe you can change the world. I remember my enthusiasm when, at the age of 12, I addressed the delegates at the Rio Earth Summit. "I am only a child," I told them. "Yet I know that if all the money spent on war was spent on ending poverty and finding environmental answers, what a wonderful place this would be. In school you teach us not to fight with others, to work things out, to respect others, to clean up our mess, not to hurt other creatures, to share, not be greedy. Then why do you go out and do the things you tell us not to do? You grownups say you love us, but I challenge you, please, to make your actions reflect your words."
I spoke for six minutes and received a standing ovation. Some of the delegates even cried. I thought that maybe I had reached some of them, that my speech might actually spur action. Now, a decade from Rio, after I've sat through many more conferences, I'm not sure what has been accomplished. My confidence in the people in power and in the power of an individual's voice to reach them has been deeply shaken.
Sure, I've seen some improvements since Rio. In my home city of Vancouver, most people put out their recycling boxes. The organic grocery and café on Fourth Avenue is flourishing. Bikes are popular, and there are a few gas-electric hybrid cars gliding around. But as this new century begins, my twentysomething generation is becoming increasingly disconnected from the natural world. We buy our drinking water in bottles. We eat genetically modified organisms. We drive the biggest cars ever. At the same time, we are a generation aware of the world—of poverty and social imbalance, the loss of biodiversity, climate change and the consequences of globalization—but many of us feel we have inherited problems too great to do anything about.
When I was little, the world was simple. But as a young adult, I'm learning that as we have to make choices—education, career, lifestyle—life gets more and more complicated. We are beginning to feel pressure to produce and be successful. We are learning a shortsighted way of looking at the future, focusing on four-year government terms and quarterly business reports. We are taught that economic growth is progress, but we aren't taught how to pursue a happy, healthy or sustainable way of living. And we are learning that what we wanted for our future when we were 12 was idealistic and naive.
We are not cleaning up our own mess or facing up to the price of our lifestyles
Today I'm no longer a child, but I'm worried about what kind of environment my children will grow up in. In Johannesburg the delegates will discuss the adoption and implementation of documents by governments. Yes, important stuff. But they did that at Rio. What this meeting must really be about is responsibility—not only government responsibility but personal responsibility. We are not cleaning up our own mess. We are not facing up to the price of our lifestyles. In Canada we know we are wiping out the salmon of the West Coast, just as we wiped out cod from the East Coast, but we continue overfishing. We keep driving our SUVs in the city, even though we are starting to feel the effects of climate change—a direct result of burning too much fossil fuel.
Real environmental change depends on us. We can't wait for our leaders. We have to focus on what our own responsibilities are and how we can make the change happen.
Before graduating from college last spring I worked with the Yale Student Environmental Coalition to draft a pledge for young people to sign. Called the Recognition of Responsibility, the pledge is a commitment from our generation to be accountable and a challenge to our elders to help us achieve this goal and to lead by example. It includes a list of ways to live more sustainably—simple but fundamental things like reducing household garbage, consuming less, not relying on cars so much, eating locally grown food, carrying a reusable cup and, most important, getting out into nature. (For the full text, go to http://www.skyfishproject.org/.) Three friends and I will take the Recognition of Responsibility to Johannesburg, where we will meet with South African students and then present the pledge to the World Summit as a demonstration of personal commitment.
But in the 10 years since Rio, I have learned that addressing our leaders is not enough. As Gandhi said many years ago, "We must become the change we want to see." I know change is possible, because I am changing, still figuring out what I think. I am still deciding how to live my life. The challenges are great, but if we accept individual responsibility and make sustainable choices, we will rise to the challenges, and we will become part of the positive tide of change.

What's my name's hidden meaning?

2008-06-06T12:57:00.003+08:00

What Ko Jing Ying Means

You are a seeker of knowledge, and you have learned many things in your life.
You are also a keeper of knowledge - meaning you don't spill secrets or spread gossip.
People sometimes think you're snobby or aloof, but you're just too deep in thought to pay attention to them.

You are well rounded, with a complete perspective on life.
You are solid and dependable. You are loyal, and people can count on you.
At times, you can be a bit too serious. You tend to put too much pressure on yourself.

You are fair, honest, and logical. You are a natural leader, and people respect you.
You never give up, and you will succeed... even if it takes you a hundred tries.
You are rational enough to see every part of a problem. You are great at giving other people advice.

You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.
You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long.
You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.

You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.
You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.
You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.

You are deeply philosophical and thoughtful. You tend to analyze every aspect of your life.
You are intuitive, brilliant, and quite introverted. You value your time alone.
Often times, you are grumpy with other people. You don't appreciate them trying to interfere in your affairs.

You are a free spirit, and you resent anyone who tries to fence you in.
You are unpredictable, adventurous, and always a little surprising.
You may miss out by not settling down, but you're too busy having fun to care.

What's" Your Name's Hidden Meaning?

Awana Kijang,Terengganu

2008-06-05T12:02:00.009+08:00

27, 28 th May 2008 >>>
here is some photos in a trip to Awana Kijang Beach,Terengganu
i dindnt think of blogging about that initially but since my blog is kindda empty and not updated recently that i decided to post sth about it..
Terengganu is indeed a nice and beautiful place.we have our lunch in kemaman at 27 th before headed to Awana.and life and traffic there are not really hectic at all.
here are some photos:

The hotel! awesome! it's so big and NICE~~ i guess it's a five-star-hotel.however,it still retain the traditional way.good.and the food there.is more than enough for all of us.we cant resist taking the food again and again.(from mee,nasi lemak,nasi dagang,all kindda of breads,cookies,all kind of roti canai,beef,sotong,prawns,vege,fruits,keropok,all kind of drinks i.e. coffee,tea,orange juice,apple juice,guava juice and lots lots more!) that's making me fatter =.=

The hotel

View from the 8th floor

The giant chess.and i played it with my bro.

Awana beach.i think i shall call this 3S :the Sky ,the Sea,and the sand( err.beach will be more appropriate than then term "sand"?)

There is a bar.

We wake up at 5 o clock jus to watch for the sun rise.

The swimming pool.it's 1.5 meter! i cant even touch the floor!

Daddy and bro kayakking..the pic look weird-.-

At Rantau Abang.

After the tiring swimming and playing on the beach and swimming pool,back to our hotel watch TV ^.^(me and my sis)

That's all..it' fun but it will be more fun if my mommy is going along =.=

i am enjoying !

2008-06-03T14:43:00.003+08:00

have been a long time i didn't posts anything in my blog..the reason is: i feel lazy to do so..lame-.-

erm..i am gonne leave muar at the end of this month and i hope i can enjoy thoroughly in these few days or i have to wait very long for the moment of holidays..life in intec will be very busy!

i will sleep,online,read,watch tv and eat( i know i am getting fatter but it's ok,i will become thin again in intec later) thouroughly and i mean it THOROUGHLY !!! hohoho ~~

Funny Videos

2008-05-21T19:10:00.004+08:00

I wish Jay done this in front of me ! wakakaka...

I will post some more later < STRONG>

here's sommore !!! These will make u LAUGH LAUGH LAUGH !!!

The useful Olympic Torch

Narrow Escape from Death

World Top 100 Universities

2008-05-13T19:46:00.004+08:00

OK !! I find this interesting !!

link -->> http://www.ulinks.com/topuniversities.htm

Rank Name of University Country
1 Harvard University USA
2 University of Oxford UK
3 University of Cambridge UK
4 Stanford University USA
5 Massachusetts Institute of Technology USA
6 University of California, Berkeley USA
7 California Institute of Technology USA
8 Princeton University USA
9 Yale University USA
10 University of Chicago USA
11 Columbia University USA
12 University of California, San Diego USA
13 Cornell University USA
14 University of California, Los Angeles USA
15 University Pennsylvania USA
16 University of Wisconsin, Madison USA
17 University of Washington, Seattle USA
18 Tokyo University Japan
19 University of California, San Francisco USA
20 University of Michigan, Ann Arbor USA
21 Kyoto University Japan
22 Imperial College London UK
23 Johns Hopkins University USA
24 University of Toronto Canada
25 University College London UK
26 University of Illinois, Urbana-Champaign USA
27 Swiss Federal Institute of Technology, Zurich Switzerland
28 Washington University, St. Louis USA
29 New York University USA
30 Duke University USA
31 University of Minnesota, Twin Cities USA
32 Northwestern University USA
33 Rockefeller University USA
34 University of Colorado, Boulder USA
35 University of California, Santa Barbara USA
36 University of British Columbia Canada
37 University of Maryland, College Park USA
38 Utrecht University Netherlands
39 University of Texas, Austin USA
40 University of Texas Southwestern Medical Center USA
41 Pennsylvania State University, University Park USA
42 University of California, Davis USA
43 Vanderbilt University USA
44 University of California, Irvine USA
45 University of Paris 06 France
46 University of Pittsburgh, Pittsburgh USA
47 University of Southern California USA
48 Rutgers State University, New Brunswick USA
49 University of Manchester UK
50 Karolinska Institute, Stockholm Sweden
51 University of Munich Germany
52 Technical University of Munich Germany
53 University of Florida USA
54 University of Edinburgh UK
55 Australian National University Australia
56 Carnegie Mellon University USA
57 University of Copenhagen Denmark
58 University of Zurich Switzerland
59 Hebrew University, Jerusalem Israel
60 Osaka University Japan
61 McGill University Canada
62 University of Bristol UK
63 University of North Carolina, Chapel Hill USA
64 Uppsala University Sweden
65 Ohio State University, Columbus USA
66 University of Paris 11 France
67 University of Sheffield UK
68 University of Heidelberg Germany
69 University of Oslo Norway
70 Case Western Reserve University USA
71 Moscow State University Russia
72 University of Leiden Netherlands
73 Purdue University, West Lafayette USA
74 University of Helsinki Finland
75 University of Rochester USA
76 University of Melbourne Australia
77 Tohoku University Japan
78 University of Nottingham UK
79 University of Arizona USA
80 Michigan State University USA
81 King's College London UK
82 Boston University USA
83 University of Basel Switzerland
84 Stockholm University Sweden
85 Brown University USA
86 University of Goettingen Germany
87 Rice University USA
88 Texas A&M University, College Station USA
89 Tokyo Institute of Technology Japan
90 University of Birmingham UK
91 University of Utah USA
92 University of Freiburg Germany
93 McMaster University Canada
94 Nagoya University Japan
95 University of Iowa USA
96 University of Strasbourg 1 France
97 Ecole Normale Super Paris France
98 Indiana University, Bloomington USA
99 Arizona State University, Tempe USA
100 University of Rome La Sapienza Italy

have a look at 51,52,68,86 and 92 !!!

Yes !!! Jay is cool !!!

2008-05-11T07:01:00.003+08:00

Mother's Day Coming !!!

2008-05-09T15:18:00.013+08:00

ok guys ,Mother's Day is coming, what will be your presents ?

and

frankly speaking the years before this ,i didnt even bother when is mother's day and so,i didnt even give a single present to my lovely mom..embarassing though

mm...what should i buy/make as a gift to my mom ?

a card??

some cakes and cookies ??

flowers??

keychain??

perfume??

skirt??

oh..pening ! =.=

A"modern" city

2008-04-22T16:13:00.004+08:00

22 April, tuesday
i was going to FELDA interview in KL.i go there a day before just after i knew that i am shortlisted for the second interview.it's all in a rush.(because they missed out my name and didn't called me up) FELDA's area is so large that i cant find Balai Felda.at last i managed to find it.it was already late(just a bit actually).i get no. 1.and that means i am the first one to be interviewed of the 2nd round.FIRST!! ok,the interview is four person to four person.and tell u what,they just chose 5 persons out of 51..oh~~
i met dyana there..at least got a friend i know there.all the shortlisted ones there are all top top top students from every states..from Perlis.Penang,Perak,Subang Jaya,Malacca and Johor..and we chat around, make friens around."oh ya,i met you before!" ,"hmm...i met u before in what what interview isn't it?" these were what you will hear.hah.some of them get shortlisted for BNM ,khazanah,sime darby interveiws so they came to know each other..but i wasn't *sob sob* is ok.alright.and i met some recommers there!! hmm..who huh? ya,one of them is megat fais.haha.everyone is friendly..nice~~
i took 12 0'clock bus.Puduraya..haiz..crowded with ppl and it's so dirty,untidy.sorry i really dont know how to describe the place..i taught i missed the bus but luckily i didn't..haha..
and i went up the bus. " satu orang satu.nak soya ke nak laici?" guess what was he doing? i taught everyone on the bus can get free drink..so.i said i want soya..guess what..he gave me and said "nanti baru bayar" what??i was kindda shocked.need to pay is it?so, i said i didn't want it anymore.."ah moi dah ambil dah.tadi kata mahu" then he demanded for money.one for RM 2..oh !!! RM2 ..i can buy it for just 80 sens..but luckily it wasn't RM 5 or RM 10 per drink..
yes,i was angry and i kept cursing on him..what an uneducated person.immoral person..and was in KL.a modern and well-known city where tourists are looking forward to.and yet.there is such uneducated people who's kindda "robbing" money from public.i believe there is still, much more this type of persons roaming on the streets looking for preys..and i hope you didn't get cheated like what i do..

Quizfarm U should try it too

2008-04-19T13:27:00.005+08:00

I found this on charlotte's blog and i saw kai xin and khai jie had already tried it so,i give it a try too..and the result is absolutely RIGHT!! (i mean for me)
try it here :: http://quizfarm.com/test.php?q_id=35647N

this is my result::
WHAT MAJOR IS RIGHT FOR YOU?
You scored as a Accounting/Finance/Marketing
You should strongly consider majoring (or minoring) in Accounting, Finance, Economics, Marketing, or related majors (e.g., Computer/Management Information Systems (CIS or MIS), Entrepreneurship, International Business, Operations Management, Public Administration, Real Estate, Risk Management, Sports Management).

It is possible that the best major for you is your 2nd, 3rd, or even 5th listed category, so be sure to consider ALL majors in your OTHER high scoring categories (below). You may score high in a category you didnt think you would--it is possible that a great major for you is something you once dismissed as not for you. The right major for you will be something 1) you love and enjoy and 2) are really great at it.

Consider adding a minor or double majoring to make yourself standout and to combine your interests. Please post your results in your myspace/blog/journal.

Mathematics/Statistics 94%
Education/Counseling 94%
Accounting/Finance/Marketing 94%
Visual&PerformingArts 88%
Physics/Engineering/Computer 88%
Psychology/Sociology 81%
HR/BusinessManagement 75%
French/Spanish/OtherLanguage 69%
English/Journalism/Comm 56%
Religion/Theology 50%
PoliticalScience/Philosophy 50%
Nursing/AthleticTraining/Health 44%
Biology/Chemistry/Geology 38%
History/Anthropology/LiberalArts 31%

my painting not bad huh

2008-04-17T15:24:00.008+08:00

17 APRIL,THURSDAY
ah!! today is a tired day...

i do some painting at the school libary wall.. snow white..
it is nice~~~now i regret why i didn't take p.seni for SPM.wakaka..

firstly,the snow white...

then,the little mousedeer..

after that,all those little and cute animals.. finally,it's done!!!! ah...i am so happy.wakakaka..

内疚

2008-04-16T12:18:00.009+08:00

“不断的摸索自己

企图改变一些叹息

我知道你对我的期许

是将来眼光的抵御

你今日无助的词句

都带着明日的讯息

我知道你对我的心意

而我就是有心无力

我还有什么可以给你，我不断的问自己。

我不断的想，不断的在找寻。。。。。。

我知道你一直都辛苦

为我默默地付出

就算流泪也不承认你哭

我是身在福中不知福

所以我用尽我的全部

来告诉你我没有认输

还有什么可以给你我的爹娘我的父母

还有什么可以给你我的爹娘我的父母 ”

很后悔，也很乱，很矛盾，最近为了奖学金的事，烦来烦去
如果我成绩再好一点也许就不须那么烦恼，也许爸爸妈妈就不用每天为我烦，到现在后悔也来不及了，救不回了，不能回头了
妈说，我们不是有钱人（当然也不是很穷啦）可是因为爸妈是政府公务员，要拿奖学金是超级难，人家可以靠家境，可是我们不能，我们靠的是成绩，所以要比别人用功。。。
好后悔好后悔好后悔，为什么不努力点，也许就是那个B3害了我吧。EST！咳。。很内疚哦，终觉得最对不起的是妈。。妈。。

http://www.xzjdgm.com/qzone/neijiu.wma

Music celebration

2008-04-14T18:00:00.005+08:00

SUNDAY, 13 MARCH

there was a concert in K mart presented by MMRM ( malacca academy) and concerto ( my piano school) and i uploaded some photos..it's not fun actually..i became 'deaf' ..fun was that our teacher treat us at PP cafe..it's delicious and we eat until EXTREMELY FULL !! ~~ (not our money ma ~~haha~~ jk jk )

scrabble is fun !!

2008-04-14T16:58:00.004+08:00

mmm...scrabble...

i started playing scrabble in form 4..it's fun actually..because of that i changed a lot.really..it's the turning point..

and our school team had participated until national level and (oh~~shame on telling this..we are very lousy~~)

hmm.this is taken after i played with my sis and bro and it is so nice that i take a pic of it before putting back the tiles.haha..y nice ?? becos it is evenly distributed.it is the nicest i have played..

where should i go ???

2008-04-12T13:19:00.002+08:00

oh ~~ i was rejected by petronas ~~ heartbroken ~~

where should i go?? please help me..

form 6? too tough..
matrics? waiting for results..little chance..
jpa? oh~~
felda? hopefully..

where is my path??? i am wondering...

To all my dear friends

2008-04-10T18:19:00.004+08:00

THESE ARE AN E-MAIL FROM MY FRIEND,HERM.I FIND THEM MEANINGFUL SO I PUT IT HERE.THANKS,HERM. HEHE..

Future in my hand T_T

2008-04-01T23:19:00.006+08:00

1 April 10.00 am
my interview for jpa scholarship.i know i surely can speak during the interview but i jus scared i have no idea and this really happened during the interview.and i regretted that i forgot something that is very very very important that i SHOULD say and yet i forget.i wouldnt forgive myself for that.and yeah.as we arrived there, we met many 'smart' girls and boys.yea .'SMART'.quennie,ying han and me are of the same day same time same panel.quite lucky.oh yeah..those students are kindda 're qing'.touh we dont know each other but we talk.and i am happy of one thing.i am not afraid of talking with straingers.yeah~~~hehe^-^ cos my name is at the back so my group ust consisted of 4 ppl(which is vey few compared to others) and the interviewers quite friendly (but i dont know whether they will give the scholarship to us with a "friendlymind") ohhh..i need it..please..
and next week i am gonna attend another interview (felda) and it will be more difficult (i think) T_T wish me luck

De Yan's birthday

2008-03-27T11:41:00.004+08:00

chocolate cake!! my favourite !!
SARS?? nope!he brings surprises!haha!
blowing the candle..
cutting cake..
oh, why everyone so 'natural' but i m so 'jiang ying' =_=

my birthday present!!!

2008-03-22T21:10:00.009+08:00

me and wen juin^-^

two beautiful indian girl(miss misai and miss indian)muahahaha..

<<---taken at chee tze there.. and i think my dress a little 'pong pong' =_= HUHU~~~~SUANG~~~~ after the guitar practice..hehe^-^ my friends have my jelly..which i made !! i tot it was nice..but some say sour.some say weird .anyway,i sill feel proud!!..(this was intro)... the most important was (deng deng!!!) I got my BIRTHDAY PRESENT!!! a DRESS !!! I think this is the most expensive present i have ever received.i dont know how i should describe my feeling..dont know how i should thank my friends..wen juin, shi yun, kevin, de yan and zi yun ..thanks a million!! It was really really nice..wen juin said it is one of her favourite..feel pai seh abt tat but i wil surely take care of it..i promice all-heartedly..and if i see any nice cloth i will buy for her..(repay her back)^-^

young tender age..

2008-03-21T16:38:00.009+08:00

ONCE UPON A TIME...

a little blur..=__=

haizz...this is wen i was little..js nothing to do so i upload this cute and pretty picture(which i think so..)hehe^-^ i am the one with blue dress~~

Qitze Guitar Group performance at Malacca ^-^ yeah~~

2008-03-20T13:47:00.008+08:00

zi yun,me and shi yun ^-^
haha^-^everyone is so happy on the journey for performance !
legacy hotel, where we perform..
the twins-xiang hong and xiang xin
last practice at the backstage.i was down here(the pic)cant see me=_=

this is me and wen juin..yeah..good friends^-^ mind teling u,we take tis in the toilet.hehe..
Who take this pic??must be kevin.really a keen 'photographer'=_=
we take this photo with some 'friends'(dont really know them actually)but the canon in D which they arrange was fantastic.I like it(just that the sound played is too soft)
This is kevin.he is cutting the birthday cake.."happy birthday to u.."we buy him the cake wor..hao xing fu..
This is our performance^-^I was sitting behind,blocked by xiang xin =_=

9March,Sunday
yeah!!i just got some pic from wen juin.It's about our qitze guitar performance in Malacca.It's ....FUN!!!! Surely I wont forget it for a life time..We departed from Muar at about 9.30 a.m. and we arrived ai Legacy Hotel which we are going to perform at 10.45 sth i guess..then we have rehearsal ..It's a long waiting though..then we have our lunch at KFC..not we actually,is them ,cos fast food is not really my favoutire(except pizza hut).so i jus eat porridge..wahaha..^-^then yeah..I must include this.we celebrate Kevin's birthday for him.his 15 years old..We buy the cake at the King's in Tesco.It's not really tasty or delicious..however we are happy ..huhu^-^kev is surely surely v v 'gan dong'..then we have our best performance on the stage !! It's fantastic (they said so)!!!really really proud..huhu..before that we pratice it..(me, wen juin ,dai qian, xian wei, kev and others..)The feeling was ....HIGH!!it was really really fun(i dnt know why)..I like the feeling!!!It was a tired day but an unforgettable day..i just hope we have more chances to being invited to perform cos WE ARE THE BEST!!

It's fun!!!

2008-03-20T13:24:00.000+08:00

20March.9.30a.m.
wow!we practice choir today, as a preparation for the concert on (maybe september).our teacher, miss fung asked me to play the piano,spontaneously!!!as the accompanist for the standard 4, 5 and 6 to sing a song named somewhere wat wat wat...(forget already=_=)first feeling was excited, next scared.anyhow, it turned out to be perfect^-^(which I think so)then 明天会更好 and I sang it with all my might(the note was tooooo high=_=) Well, ms fung said we sang it good so...hehe^-^I really hope that i will be able to join the concert,i dont knw whether i m going elsewhere to further my studies...haiz...

random photos..

2008-03-19T10:17:00.001+08:00

from left:kai xin, me ,ying han(act cute)hehe...
at fangsheng cake house..sh,sj,kx,pf,wf,yh,yx,wl,me and yj..seems like a small cake isn't enough for so many ppl..
(in khai jie's hse)

duet from 不能说的秘密

2008-03-19T10:07:00.002+08:00

my sisters playing duet..nice rite^-^i guide them wan~~~

big big world

2008-01-13T00:17:00.000+08:00

this is the song i hear again and again this night..i dont know what is happening.i am feeling very very terrible.there is something going wrong somewhere and somehow between us..without explanation or any reason that explain WHY.why ?? why we cant just talk and have fun and do things together like what we ever did those days?why?i am gonna 'collapse'.i tell myself it is just a friendship among the others.and there is nothing to worry even i lost it.i tell myself i still have many but i just cant being so open-minded..i dont know what kinda feeling i have for you..nobody can tell me even me mself..one thing i can be sure is that i will miss you even if you leave me one day.